Monday, March 22, 2010

stream of consciousness

Regularly my thoughts are full of dumb things. For example when I’m in class and if I like the subject I’ll listen other than that I always space out. I really don’t like doing that because sometimes I don’t get anything that teacher is talking the next day and that’s not a good thing. Usually the things I think about is what I’m going to wear the next day to school or what I’m going to do after school. Mainly the things are so retarded, but when I do think hardly I stay stuck in it and I hate doing that too. Now my friends always complain because I don’t listen to them when they are telling me things about their life’s but that is just with certain people.
Like my sister the one that is 14 years old, oh gosh she talks and talks and never seems to stop I mainly space out when she talks, truthfully because all she says is lies! Really she does. Well what I’m thinking right now is about wether my friend came to school or not. One of the things I have also been thinking about is this guy I don’t want to mention names or anything like that but well on Friday and the day before Friday which was Thursday he was wearing a suit I guess because he had a game so I decided to flirt a little and I called my friend since she has him for third I told her to tell him that said he looked cute. Well since I see my friend for fourth I asked her what he had said and well turned out he didn’t go to class.
Anyways the thing is that I don’t want him to think other things like me liking him or anything like that because I have a boyfriend that I really like. Well then on Friday my friends were pushing me in to talking to him. They got me a bit embarrassed but that was all. I think the guy is cute and all but I don’t see me with him probably I’m saying that cause right now I have a boyfriend but you never know right I mean I use to have him for 1st and he would always stare at me but never did nothing about it but then I got transferred to another class because I was going to the wrong one for three weeks oh gosh that was another thing I was a bit stressed out about they made me get out of that class which I had a good grade.
They made come in to a class that well I didn’t have anything at all so I had to start from scratch. Thankfully I completed it on time and I think I got an A. oh well back to that guy, I guess he had another friend of mine in his class and one day she came to me telling me that he wanted to talk to me and get to know me and well I decide to go for it and well we had a good talk but that was the last time I ever talked to him. Seriously my thoughts are from long time ago I just noticed that I guess I think about things from like three weeks ago I mean they say you shouldn’t think about the past but I seem to do that a lot. Yesterday was a lot of fun I went to yogurt land and I didn’t like it that much I rather go to pink berry now that is delicious. Some guys where eating and me and my sisters pass and we just waved at them they where so cute! You see my thoughts are so lame. That’s why when they ask what are you thinking about I say nothing because if I told them they would completely laugh!

Friday, March 19, 2010

Reflection on the WGA assembly

One of the most exciting moments i had ever experience and also thought was fascinating was the acting of the actors that came on Monday March 5Th. the actors were very well actors. What caught my attention was how the can do so many different emotions. there were doing the plays and i thought they were actually true. that's how well the acted it out. i mean i had never in my life seen real actors act like that i mean on T.V i see them all the time but not so vivid like i did that day. i got real excited when they said they were actually going to act it out, i just went there cause i thought they were just gonna talk but never expected them to actually act. also i thing i liked was that students made the scripts for them to act another thing was that these actors didn't even have time to memorise the plays the just did them of course with the scripts on their hands but the thing is that the made it with no mistakes. every thing was so persise. my favorite one was the one of the kid that was homosexual and he had a boyfriend but his father didn't now he was but at the end he comes clean with his dad and tells him that he was gay and that he has to accept him for who he is. I really liked the play because i think that coming clean with your parents like that is something really difficult to do that's why i liked that play a lot. Everything from the acting to the plays where all really nice. Hopefully the come again and soon.

FOUND POEM

suspect charged in Teens slaying

walking threw the park noticing the breeze of the cool air

never expected anything out of the normal. this all took you by surprise.

your there practicing for your schools running test.

your all alone with no one by your side. your almost done with your last lap.

you think your tired but your really use to it.

But the park had changed. Down a worn path and around a bend was where

Chelsea king, a high school senior from nearby Poway, was believed to have been

attacked, killed and buried in a shallow grave. No one new why you were taking so

long. you had never expect it to happen, people where shaken with this terrible news

that no one wanted to believe. Especially in this small town at Northern San Diego.

to my astonishment this could happen to anyone but you have to be really careful.

Everybody was hurt no one felt safe. how can a sraight A student cross-country

runner and a french horn player have been killed especially with a guy who has

done this before without no supervision around him and knowing ha would do it again

be let lose like that. people like that shouldnt be able to go out without someone

by its side. things like that should be taken care of. Poor girl lost her life.

But she may be reasting in peace but she will never be forgotten by her friends and

family. Among the gated enclaves anger and fear over killing. LOS ANGELES TIMES thursday, March 4, 2010 A1-A16