NARRATIVE WITH SONG LYRICS

Through out my life I have experienced a lot of things. I’m not saying their bad things but there not good either. Everyone goes through the stage of love. Well at lease I thought I was. Many people say love stinks and sometimes I may believe it does. But my real thought about it is that love is something beautiful that eventually fades of. I also think love should be experienced not just felt. The thing is that some say its luck and some just fall in love to cure their wounds. In that case I once fell in love. I meet this guy who at first heated him. He would come everyday to my house and he would come because he said he liked me. Well I felt a little bad because I wouldn’t pay any attention to him. But after a while I started to have these strong feelings towards him. I started to actually like him. But the thing was that he was just trying to like someone to get his girlfriend out his mind. A girl he had been with for about two years or so. I was aware of what was happening and my sister had told me not to fall in love or so I thought was love. I started to sustain myself from a lot of things like hugging or kissing, one of the things that thrived me to liking him even more was that he was really sweet. Although he was immature I guess around me he wasn’t. he would sometimes leave his friends just to be with me and so I started looking at all those things and I liked the feeling of it, that’s was when I realized that I really liked him so he kept on coming to my house almost everyday. This adventure doesn’t only have nice loving parts it also has a lot of crying. I guess that’s a part of my life that I do regret. That’s why I chose a song that I can really relate to because the guy talks about someone that he loved but that person only looked at it as a friend. I guess that was what happened to me. The song I chose has a lot of meaning to me. I listen to a lot of underground hip pop and I just get really passionate about the words they say. I mean everything they say has a meaning. That was what was happening to me the whole I like you thing was a total fake I remember telling my sister to ask him what was going to happen between us. His answer was always "oh yeah I’m going to ask her out but I don’t know when". I started getting excited because I really liked him. I started realizing that he stopped coming to my house and I would get so sad. The thing was that when I actually thought I was deeply in love with him that was when I got a big slap in the face. He started coming but it wasn’t the same anymore. He would still kiss me cause I guess in his mind I was kind of going out with him but without asking me. That made me real sad I remember that one day he came. Because something that he had was that he would always stop by even if he wasn’t allowed to and that day he was trying to prove something I guess the idea that he didn’t want to be with me and he knocks the door and when I stepped outside all I saw was his neck full of hickey’s and well I acted like didn’t care but deep inside I did. There were so many things that guy did to me. The thing is that I now I no longer like him or even love him the guy lives right around the corner from where I live so I always have to remember him. One day I was really upset and so my sister started to put this song named HALO and once I herd that song I just started crying I was trying to figure out why I was crying but I guess I was just fed up with everything that was happening and also the thought that I wanted to be with someone that didn’t and my mom and sisters were their and they saw me crying with such pain that my mom and sisters started to cry. That’s why this song reminds me so much about that period of time that I regret and throughout the time my heart healed.

he said that he still wants a friendship
he cant live his life without me as a friend
I cant figure out why I'd give a damn to what he wants
I don't understand the now before the then
Most of this garbage I write
That these people seem to like
Is about you
And how I let you infect my life
And if they got to know you
I doubt that they would see it
They'd wonder what i showed you
How you could leave it

And everyone in my life would mistake it as love
Everyone in my life would mistake it as love
Everyone in my life would mistake it as love

Getting in a million memories just to forget him
The difficulty in keeping emotions controlled
Cookies for the road
Took me by the soul
Hunger for the drama
Hunger for the nurture
Gonna take it further
The hurt feels like murder.

I got an idea
You should get a tattoo that says warning
That's all, just a warning
So the potential victim
Can take a left and safe breath
And avoid you
Sober and upset in the morning
I wanna scream **** you Lucy

Well I took out some word cause the song is for a girl
But this song made me forget him and for good.
That’s why I chose this song.
ATMOSPHERE **** YOU LUCY.